sleepless

sleepless

and scheming

only the moonlight

knows my plans

haunted

and hunted

may the road i walk

expand

infinite conversations

and the tale that never ends

choking and biting in disguise

the wretched tongue that always lies

professing faith

in the faithless

singing melodies

with no sound

self-medicate to trap

the culprit

the hides behind my eyes

i refuse to be a weapon

a dangerous tool that self-destructs

i decline to be a victim

never gaining my own trust